Why Me?

So on Tuesday i ate something with nuts in it AGAIN! thats twice in a very short amount of time. So after I took some benedryll, and i felt normal again i was asking myself.... Why Me?? Why am i the one with the allergy to penuts? why is it only me who swells up like a ballon when i eat something out of the ordinary? I thought about it, and finally came up with my answer. Because if that were Kelsie or Kolton that had to go through all that, i wouldnt be able to stand watching it. If i had to sit there and watch Kelsie get an epipen shot, i wouldnt be able to do it. I would rather take the pain for myself then have to watch someone else go through it. If Kolton had to sit there with a swelling throat not knowing what was going to be the outcome, i wouldn't be able to watch it. Thats why i am the one going through it, not watching it. I have many friends who help me when it happens, but i am just glad that i am the one who it is happening to, not them. Thank you soo much to everyone who makes a dessert just for me so i can eat something with out nuts, and being there for me. I love you all SO much!